Why Do I Even Care?

It's the same old question
I've asked it a million times
But I never get an answer
Never a reason why

You take so much of me
You never have a clue
But it isn't anything you've done
I let it happen, time and again

There's a moment when I can stop it
A time just before launch
When I can choose nothing over something
When I still have the control

But when that moment's passed
There is nothing I can do
You take my heart, you take my soul
And I'm lost forever in your eyes

It would mean something different
If I could find a way to stop it
If there were a way to make it go away
If I knew what the hell to do

But I just get lost, again in your eyes
Listening to you sorrow and pain
And I can't help but question myself
Why do I even care???