It's funny. Ya know... when you know something isn't real, but somehow you wanted it to be so bad that you didn't even trust yourself?
That's me.
That's now.
That's what I have become.
I should have been better.
I should have done better.
I should have just gone away when I had the chance.
But I am dumb
and I am weak
and I don't deserve to be happy.
People just leave.
It's just not always physical.
