Torn Apart

Sensual... a feeling I feel only in my thoughts.
The power of a connection so electric, it will set your soul on fire
Where does it live?
With someone else?
Or in my thoughts alone?

If I can imagine the shivers to be so real that I actually tremble
when i think of them, why can't I dream them to happen?

Instead, we live in a world of meaningless love and even more
meaningless sex... I think I want to vomit.

I Wish You Saw What I See

It's pretty painful to watch this. I know how it's going to end. I'm pretty sure that deep down you do, but god help you, you are too ignorant to pay attention to it. It just gets harder and harder with every breath not to smack your face and tell you to snap out of it, but I know that it's really none of my business... so that's why I write it down here... that is how I deal with my insane need to fix EVERYTHING.
What the Fuck Dude?