I Think I Have a Problem...

you can't run
you can't hide
you'll only fall
farther behind

until you say it
until you let it go
until you learn to forget
say it isn't so

the drug isn't always smoke
the high isn't always the drug
the sky isn't always the limit
but the outcome is

temporary insanity
of a heart in high fidelity
falling back to life
easing into reality

i dream in colors
vivid as my message
but dulled by the pain
of things that have gotten away

if i had all the answers
then what would be the point
i'd already found the end
and it wouldn't even matter

figuring out who to love
means finding out how to love
and at the pace that i'm going
it's gonna be a long road

i want to be out of my head
and live in the world with everybody else
is that too much to take on
when your mind has ruled your life

no one is perfect
why have i tried to be
it can't possibly be possible
but i knew this already

i'm going to be ok
i think i made it that far
the one's i think are destiny
are those who extinguish my star

i am lost as i've ever been
but i cannot follow you
i have to find the path for me
i have to believe that this is true